The untold talking diary story

He was right when he said " Luv can hurt, can make tears but without luv what we would be?.. " just as my feelings right now, feels hurt when i have to forget him, feels sad when he away from me, but without that feelings i would never know how beautiful luv was, said Razzel.

Luv came when razzel needed a place to share, with a polite smile a guy offered her a shoulder to cry on, he showed her meaning of affection and he took her to a place called true luv.

That december cloudy morning razzel window's knocked by a name, he came and introduced his self.
" Hi, my name is Haskell. I'm 24 years old, i'm a manager of trading company and if you'd like to know i'm a mba . May i know your name please? " he said.
" I'm Razzel " told razzel.
" Razzel, do you have bf? " haskell asked.
" Yes i have " answered razzel.
" oh, i'm late " said him.
Razzel just smiled and was not too much talking. She didn't know how much haskell needs a shelter.
then Suddenly haskell showed her a very sad face " dear, can i share with you? my girl friend has just left me but i can't forget her " he said.
she smiled again to him and asked " why so? what caused her leave you? ".
" I asked her to marry with me, but she refused because her brother didn't like me " he said.
" Oh too bad, but don't be sad, God will give you another better girl " said her
" I wish so " he said.
" But why her brother didn't like you? he must have had a reason right? " asked razzel.
" Yea, her brother saw me kissed her, but it was only once " answered haskell.
Razzel wondered and said " It's only a kiz, why he didn't like you? ".
Then haskell said " In our country it's something unusual ".
" Owh ... " said razzel, then she understood people in his country mostly are religious minded, man has no access to a woman unless they are married.
" Why don't you get her back to you, show her brother that you're really luv her, i believe he'll understand " she said.
" Yes, but she already ignore me. She doesn't want me anymore, so nothing's left more " he said.
she wondered why he was so sensitive, Well however he was, it's human nature right ?
It only took him few minutes to talk about his luv story, then he said " razzel, may i add u to my messenger list?"
" Yes, why not " said razzel. Razzel thought hhmmm... he's polite enough, not like others.
Another day has come, and again haskell knocked at razzel's window.
" Assalamalikum.. " said haskell.
as a nice girl razzel welcome for his coming. " Hi, how are you today? may you have your day nice and pleasant " said her.
Razzel and haskell are involved in exciting topic, and since that time they both were be friends.
Razzel felt convenience talking with haskell,he was a good polite guy, kind and smart. She shared everything with him and also him to her. what a serenity they felt when they talked to each other, as they dropped their problems from their shoulders.
" Razzel, you're nice and kind to me, you're delicate and adorable, your face is also facinating too, thanks for your kind raz! " said haskell
" Don't say thanks, that's what friends are for " said razzel
then haskell sent smile icon to her.
Day by day has passed away, haskell came almost everyday and they became close to each other, untill one day haskell said " You're so kind razzel, you know how to through this life, i wish you were..." said haskell.
" wish i were what ? " said razzel.
" no, nothing, please drop it " he said.
" well, ok if you don't want to continue your sentence " she said.
" but really razz you're so attractive, you draw me to you " he said.
then razzel smiled to him.
Razzel days began colourful as she found a new life and a new experience having a nice friend as haskell who always hearing and understand her. When haskell didn't come she felt something missing.
One day when sky was dark and cloudy, haskell came with all his heart and said " razzel, why you always come on my mind, why my heart always goes to you, why i always feel you in my days, why razzel.. tell me what's that feeling ? ".
razzel just smiled and she couldn't talk anything. in her mind she didn't know how to say, she didn't realize what has happened with them.
then razzel asked " has, couple days ago you came to me and said you couldn't forget your ex, does what you say above mean now you already forget her ? how can has ?"
Haskell answered " do you know razz, she made me ill feel, during with her i only waste my time and money, she didn't fully love me, why now i should remember her again. i've already expell her from my heart ".
At first razzel felt nothing special with haskell, she didn't have any special feelings for him. she only treated him as a friend.. ordinary friend. but haskell again and again came to her life knocked at her door of heart. sometimes razzel helpless but she knew it was something imposible.
in bright morning in eleven january haskell tried to told her his feeling.
" i try to come closer but you ignore, i knock at your door but you shut it, i give you my feelings but you don't care, why you make me like this razzel? give me a chance to prove all i said, don't hide your feeling from me, i honestly luv you razzel from my bottom of heart " said him
razzel's heart was melted hearing his words, she wanted to say that she loved him too but she knew it was imposible and she only could say " believe has, what you feel i feel it too ".
" is that mean you love me too ? " asked haskell
razzel didn't want to answer, she left and close her window.